Dang. August is half over, I can't believe I've been down here for 3 months! Thats nuts! My classes start in 7 days! So far the move down here hasn't lived up to the hype. I've really been struggling to find new friends. I don't know if it's something in the water or what, but I've lost my mojo! I turned in to a shy little wall flower! It's a pretty big shock to my personality to go from a social butterfly who's always rock climbing, eating sushi, relaxing out by the river, all with friends! To a guy who wakes up, goes to work, comes home, eats dinner and all the while hoping that someone calls. But in a way, I guess it's kind of a good thing. Once school kicks in I'll be pulling 17 hour days. Awake at 6 in bed at midnight... Every day. I won't have time for friends. And it really really scares me to say that.
I really started falling for this girl, but I just won't have time to give to a relationship now. I want nothing more than to take her out and introduce her to the STUD known only as Ryan Freakin Merrill, but it wouldn't be fair to either of us. And besides as I mentioned earlier I lost my mojo! Haha I feel so embarrassed when I talk to her. Geez! It's like freakin high school all over again! What happened to the guy who made it a point to get the number of every new girl in the ward??? Hahaha. I miss him!
I'm excited to be able to be moving forward with my life and career, I've been saving up for a house when I get done with school. Hopefully I'll be able to get a chunk of land that I can have a small garden and a few animals. Namely my dog :)
18 months and I'm there. If a single mom working full time can do it, then THIS single guy can do it. Bring on the Schoolasticality :) I eat stress for breakfast.
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